No longer as before

My heart now just like a broken cup,a cup is use to fill water but once broken even if fix back you can put pen paper pencil or any others but you can never fill it with water again,that means the cup is no longer the previous one,my heart now broken just like the cup that is broken.I made a mistake,i wrote your name and drawn your picture in my heart using permanent marker and now its hard to remove it or maybe forever the mark will be there even if remove there will still be some marks...